September 2011
2 posts
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Well… turning to this again… to vent some stuff. Its coming up to a really bizarre time of year, and I think I am in more of a clip now than I was this time last year… the run up to an anniversary. Not a happy one, but should it be ‘happy’? I don’t really know to be honest. I don’t really know how to put it all into place.
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I dont know...
May 2011
19 posts
“Fear - Until you have the courage to lose sight of the shore, you will not know the terror of being forever lost at sea”
-Larry Kersten
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I want to be at the very end of that tunnel now, with my poppet.xx
always something...
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Well, after a rather breif ‘up’, it is safe to say I am thoroughly well and truely back down in the dumps. Fucking mega…
My friend is being sent back off to Afghan again next week, possibilities of me going instead to get shot at, might aswell put everyone out of their mysery since I cant seem to do anything right to please anyone and my life seems like one...
labelled...?
depression - noun - a mental disorder characterized by extreme gloom, feelings of inadequacy, and inability to concentrate.
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a skip in the right direction...
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Well, I’m headed out of the dark I guess. Moving forward in the right direction and I feel a sense of happiness about that. Some things are now in place to help get me out of this silly little rut I am in at the moment…
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Positive thoughts and a little smile work wonders. Lets hope I can keep it that way and continue to move forward. The whole...
“When one door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we took so long at...”
– Helen Keller
plughole twister...
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It is only when we silent the blaring sounds of our daily existence that we can finally hear the whispers of truth that life reveals to us, as it stands knocking on the doorsteps of our hearts. — K.T. Jong
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Well, it’s been a while since I have written anything on here… and I guess I’m in another one of those ‘spots’ where I need to get stuff down and work...
March 2011
5 posts
“We live at the level of our language. Whatever we can articulate we can imagine...”
– Ellen Gilcrist
February 2011
34 posts
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Had a lovely little weekend away in London. Ended up in quite the clip.
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Missing my Dad a lot today. I’ve had some rather strange and well, very unwanted dreams over the past few nights. I’m sure its partly down to the random mix of things I hoyed in my system of the weekend… the things we do for fun eh!
Seriously though, the dreams have been quite...
“Live your life from your heart. Share from your heart. And your story will touch...”
– Melody Beattie
missing my mario :(
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Mum is in an awful mood today, not really sure whats wrong… but I don’t like it one little bit. I wish my Dad was here to give her a squeezy hug and a kiss and cheer her up. I feel bad as well because I’m scooting off for the weekend and leaving her by herself :(
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looking forward _>
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This good mood that I am in at the moment is lovely I must say, and I feel rather positive/hopeful and I’m genuinely feeling HAPPY :)
I’m sat thinking about my Dad… but with a smile on my face, which I haven’t done in god knows how long. It feels really nice, and I hope I start to do this more often… he was a ‘jolly’ man, so really,...
and she dances infront of your car...
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Well, I am fresh from tumbling out the other side of that awful fucking downer session. Absolute knacker that I am.
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Feeling rather jolly to say the very least… not even this awful headache can keep me down!
I am literally buzzing my tits off for the weekend :) Lovely little change of scenery and nothing but good banter and dancing. Get to bed!
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Not really in the best mood today. It’s funny how little things add up isn’t it? One little issue then multiplies and then before you know it… your just on an absolute cliffhanger of a downer.
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So I am now sat picking apart all the various aspects of my life… not really the best method of cheering up… I guess I’m just riding...
the lass just sleeps...
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Well, yesterday our yearly dose of forced lovey, soppy totally wet banter. Awful.
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I know I have said that in the past year, I have become quite the soppy little fool… but not to the extent that I want to spend money on/have money spent on me buying shitty little novelty inanement heart shaped objects in a hideous range of pinks and reds. I would rather let Gary...
Kick in the flaps...
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I was inwedding invitation hell. Mint.
I need to find some Alphabet rubber stamps for embossing in a script style font for these wedding invitations. A simple request or so I thought.
After visiting various ‘craft’ shops… NO FUCKING JOY! Marvellous!
I just want the invites to look super lovely because my poppets mum and her fella deserve...
“A person who never made a mistake never tried anything new.”
– Albert Einstein
“Obstacles are those frightful things you see when you take your eyes off your...”
– Henry Ford
“There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a...”
– Albert Einstein
mirror mirror on the wall...
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well, i’ve been having a little think about ‘my future’… not quite sure what has brought this on… maybe thinking about what exactly my Dad is ‘worried about’, or just generally looking forward to the rest of the year and guessing what it has in store?
Well… I have come to the rather abrupt conclusion that.. dun dun dun… I have no...
skitzy cunt...
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Well, after having a few little bratty skitz’s after being violently unsettled by the spiritualist banter… I seem to have settled myself down and *fingers crossed*… back to ‘normal’.
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I guess I got all wrapped up in over thinking about the things the spiritualist said. There isn’t anything wrong with that, but there is something...
